suicide notes and life statements

Youth is a truth but to die is a lie.

I wanted to kill myself…

1-by doing nothing but I did everything.

2-by falling off the staircase to heaven but I took the escalator up.  

3-by committing social suicide but I only fell down the social ladder.  

4-by failing the test of life but then I retook it and passed.

5-by falling out of love but gravity doesn’t exist in my heart.

6-by being trampled on by the elephant in the room but they were all in the media circus.

7-by sleeping in the bed of death but I couldn’t fall asleep.

8-by falling into the melting pot but no immigr-ants are allowed.  

9-by becoming prey in the human food chain but at least I wasn’t a predator.

10-by jumping from heaven but I landed in hell.

11-by becoming a chameleon but I lived in a black and white world.

12-by jumping off the friendship-bridge but I landed on a relation-ship.

13-by choking on my voice but I had no voice.

The kids of your fears are your tears.

Hate is straight. Fear is queer.

The fate of hate is to wait not mate.

To get to the hate-state take the pain-train.

You get drunk on fear-beer and sober on honest-tea